Lost Admiration

I don't understand that there is no justification
and I do not understand the lost admiration
for the things that I do that are good,
thoughts that I have that are worthy.
Seems your to centered in your worry
that I'll mess up and never come back.

Understand that I always come back,
I won't go to that dark place forever.
Give me time, tolerate me,
someday you will see
all the things I do that are good.